Kakuteru cocktail
Japán
kawaita nodo ni nagashi konda amai kaori kokoro ga tsugi kara tsugi e to afuredasu sakkaa booru wo zutto oikaketeru you na ano koro to onaji hitomi de mitsume naide sannen me no ofisu wa tokku ni nare kitte kawari ni atashi wa nanika wo nakushitano kekkon wo bastugeemu mitai ni iu otonatachi sonnan ja yume sae mirenai kodomo dashi atashi ga suki ni natta kurai no hito dakara anata ga eranda kanojo wa kitto suteki nandatte iiatteta tooi hi no futari chotto gikochinakatta koi no soudan mo ima dewa chanto dekiru toshi ni natta minna shiawase dato iina negau hodo danna to futari totta hagaki fuete kuru gonen mae kokoro no soko kara hoshikatta anata no kodomo ni atashi no omokage wa nai koi datte yume datte takusan arunoni kyou datte ato hito oshi ga dekitereba katei you na iiwake ga muda ni fueta tsurai koto kanashii koto wo nigetakute amai kakuteru ni oboretai yoru wa iranai tsurai koto kanashii koto ni mukiatta nagai kakutou ni atashi wa mata nigeru ichinichi ga konna ni nagaku kanjiru no ni ichinen ga konna ni hayaku sugiteshimau ichinen wo konna ni hayaku kanjirunoni isshou wa donna umaku ikirareru deshou
Angol
the sweet scent that showered my dry throat
my feelings begin to overflow continuously just like following a soccer ball
don't look at me with that same gaze
I've already gotten used to the third year in office
but what did I lose instead? the adults who consider marriage as a penalty
and the children who can never dream due to that
because you're someone that I have fallen in love with,
that girl that you have chosen is surely wonderful the past where we were able to argue about anything
even the slightly uncomfortable discussion of love
can be done properly now, at this age the more I wish for everyone to be happy
the number of postcards taken with my husband increases
the child that I wanted with you five years ago
has no resemblance of me I have many love and dreams but
if I could have stepped up a little more
more useless household-like complaints would have been made wanting to run away from painful and melancholy things
I don't need nights where I must drown in sweet cocktails
facing the painful and melancholy things
I run away once again from the long battle one day seems to feel very long but
one year passes by very quickly
one year seems to feel very quick but
how well will I be able to live my life?
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