"Disconnected"

Sleeping awake and awake when I'm sleeping
I've got a dry kind of thirst when drenched
On sunny days, all I can see is the shadow
And I'm not above being under
And I'm at the brink
Though I know that I'm empty
And I always hide when it's my turn to seek
My only belief is to not to have faith in believing
Before I begin, I'm over

Disconnected
Broken off again
When I'm only not lonely when I'm lonely by myself
Disconnected
Now the pain again
I always backtrack forward 'cuz all in all,
I'm disconnected

Quietly loud when I'm noisily silent
Keep holding my breath while I'm trying to breathe
Swimming against all of the waves and rapids
I only win when I'm losing

Disconnected
Broken off again
When I'm only not lonely when I'm lonely by myself
Disconnected
Now the pain again
I always backtrack forward 'cuz all in all,
I'm disconnected

I just want to live my life sedated
'Cuz I love driving myself away
Disfunctional they say, I don't give a damn
I can't comprehend what I understand

Disconnected
Broken off again
When I'm only not lonely when I'm lonely by myself
Now the pain again
I always backtrack forward 'cuz all in all,
I'm disconnected
Broken off again
When I'm only not lonely when I'm lonely by myself
Disconnected
Now the pain again
I always backtrack forward 'cuz all in all,
I'm disconnected