I'm so tired of being here
I tried to kill the pain
Suppressed by all my childish fears
But only brought more (so much more)
And if you have to leave

I wish that you would just leave
I lay, dying
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And I'm pouring
And it won't leave me alone
Crimson regret

And betrayal
These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real
I'm dying
There's just too much that time cannot erase
Praying

Bleeding
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
And screaming
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears

And I held your hand through all of these years
Am I too lost
But you still have
To be saved?
All of me
Am I too lost?


You used to captivate me
My God, my tourniquet
By your resonating life
Return to me salvation
Now I'm bound by the life you've left behind
My God, my tourniquet
Your face it haunts
Return to me salvation
My once pleasant dreams

Your voice it chased away
Do you remember me?
All the sanity in me
Lost for so long

Will you be on the other side
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
Or will you forget me?
But though you're still with me

I've been alone all along
I'm dying

Praying
Bleeding
And screaming

Am I too lost
To be saved?
Am I too lost?

My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation

(Return to me salvation)

(I WANT TO DIE!!!)

My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation

My wounds cry for the grave
My sould cries for deliverance
Will I be denied?
Christ, tourniquet!
My suicide...